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SYFC:

woke up so early in the morning..
had difficulty opening my eyes lol..
even when on the way to syfc LOL..
departure and rejoin procedures wasn't so complicated,
jst that everything was all taught at one time...
and altho we had round 3 times of departure and rejoin procedures,
it's difficult to get them all in the head..
BUT i'll get them all in my head.

Then had aircraft external self checks,
but no instructor was indicated nor was the time; on the timetable..
thus can't go out to the hangar to do the checks.
ZZZ had 1 hr and 45 mins of free time, including lunch haha..
went to sim rm and the WHOLE of 162 went in too..
watched round 20 or 30 times of repeated landing attempts xD
lol picked up some really really valuable skills from it.. lol learning jst by watching? =p it helps..

and FINALLY the alumnis brought us to do the aircraft external self checks, cockpit safety checks and pre-start checks.
lol, everything ran rather smoothly as i do the checks, such that the alumni asked if i memorised them LOL! then he told me to keep quiet and let others try xD oh man lol.. zzz..

then went back to sim rm and perform one almost perfect landing.
I could have done better by landing at round 2-4 knots slower, and it would have been perfect.
then requested to do everything from cockpit safety checks to take off under the watchful eye of an alumni..
had a few blankouts during some of the procedures, but i know that it's normal..
I must overcome it. i have to. I must do everything so perfectly that my flying instructor will be DAM impressed.

feeling abit happy about my effort,
but i'm willing to help anyone who might need my little guidance =)
sorry, not that i'm boasting bout what I've done,
but jst wanted to show the alumni that I've done it correctly and show it to myself too.
I'm jst being very determined. not proud..
dun get the wrong idea.

glad for myself =)

then had CYA afterwards.
had fun here and there..
then had many opportunities to talk to foreigners and help them out.

had this case, where this woman came to me and said she can't find her brother.
made an announcement but still can't find her brother.
she was really worried, and she took out the stuffs she bought to distract herself..
then she went to walk about, but later she came back..
this time, her face was really.. sad? pissed off?
her expression was really.. solemn..
guess wat? she lost her wallet, her money, identification stuffs too?

my god.. really really wanted to help her, but there's not much I can do..
then i hate myself alot.. for not being to help her at all.
except some motherhood statements like " do u rmb where u last seen ur wallet?"
felt dam useless.. wanted to go find her bro with her, but I'm not sure how to go about doing it.
wanted to go find her wallet for her, but there's a high chance that someone else might have taken it already..

felt really sad for her, and angry with myself.
first time feeling totally useless,
want to help but can't.

I sincerely pray for her to find her brother as soon as possible,
and that none of the impt documents were lost in the wallet too..

A place of great insights that gave me strong feelings.
A job that gave me great responsibilities;
that let me exercise my responsibilities.