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School's gonna start again tmrw.. zz don't feel like going to sch..
there's IE tmrw.. ZZZZ...
Compass and mapas test on the 6th along with some of my other mates.. hmm.. sounds tough..
haha.. must be in my best condition for it!
gdluck!



Passed Phase 1 with a 5! hahaha.. alrite, i'm back on track.
I'm gonna overtake you.. =) watch it.
Need to do lookout before i turn, and area orientation.

"You know you can do it, you jst need to do it."
-My instructor

"Knowing it isn't doing it."
-My instructor

YES SIR!




wondering if i'm taking the right step.. I'm afraid of that step already..
gdluck chibees =) jiayou!

feeling disappointed.. someone has overtaken me, and better than me..
is it because of my high expectations? Being overtaken jst made me feel really lousy..
missing the hols.. I want to chiong for my flights, but not at the expanse of my studies.

so much things to do, yet i feel so not in place..
preparing for a prepared-ed sortie.
I'll overtake you again.



HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICK! =)
haha went tcc ytd to drink cuppucinno, then bought new earpiece..
been a long time since we went out like that haha..
then met up with another friend and cycled at ecp till the sky was really dark...
could hardly see the road haha..
but the scenery was really nice.. sea, sky, clouds, wind.. It's been a while since i enjoyed that..
haha.. but sadly, sch comes back once again zz..

haven flew for close to 2 weeks.. and it's my deciding sortie! most impt sortie for now.. sigh.. been going thru procedures after procedures to get me prepared.. flight simulator at home.. can't help much.. jst training my multi tasking.. okay and yea cannot taxy fast when turning.. got to use toe brakes to slow before turning.. must anticipate when lvling and straightening out.. got to remind to do filer checks, recognise and stay within boundaries.. okay i got to do it really well.. come on!

Exam coming soon must study hard kay? =) Dun worry so much.. ample sleep, ample study, ample fun of freedom for a few months then u got to choose between poly or jc.. haha.. don't give up =)



yawnz.. start of sch but already tired.. lol haha...
yfc, nyaa gold, results, aiming for scholar nxt.
Come on!



cheering up...
forces that pull me together..
forcing myself to put on a smile =)







Sometimes wat appear to be the right one might not be the right one.
Nothing's much better with dysfunctional parents.
Life's like a controlled jailbird.
It's time to fly away.
but how?



got a 4. No one's else fault.
My incompetence. And panicked at the last minute.
No more such things from me, looking through my comments.
Thinking bout my sortie. Not much time left.
Must not commit the same mistakes.
Disappointed but I will do better,
for my Deciding Sortie.
Phase 2.



2 more sorties till I'll be decided upon continuing for phase 2.
been studying hell lots for these 2, but the sorties nv seem to be come to me..
going thru cai, flight briefs and mental flying over and over again. wanna be 100% confident when i fly.

cleared climbing, descending and medium level turns today tho i wans't planned for sim today.
have to do multi-tasking loads: attitude, ah 30 degrees turn, asi, turn coordinator, altimeter, vsi.
repeating the sequence over and over again. sounds difficult, but once u get the hang of it, it'll come really natural to you.

adrenaline's pumping into me as i think bout the ct-4e. but since when flying isn't?
imagine dogfighting, hell lots of fighter instincts and trainings, hell lots of adrenaline-pumping manoeuvres. This is what I want, what i've been waiting for, what i've been training for. F-16, I'm coming.