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Things going rough for me this sem.. hardly able to take time off for anything else.. And I'm not having sufficient sleep too.. zz.. This sem is complete hell! totally full of formulas for all the major subjects! really want to take a rest.. go on a holiday or something...

Although time's rushing like hell for me, somehow my mind and heart is still able to take it and think bout other stuffs instead.. I dunno wat's wrong with me haha.. (Got to be my mind xD) Sometimes, I feel as though I need someone, the kind who's able to understand wat I'm going through.. I want to depend on someone else, but yet I don't want too. I realised that I'm really a loser who's always depending on others in the past, but flying taught me to be independent, and not feel weak.. Without flying, I think I will go crazy with the world crashing down in me, at certain points of my life.

It's really tough to only have yourself to depend on, and not having true friends beside you. I don't want to depend on others, but I'm starting to feel tired, walking my path on my own. I'll force myself on, becuz that's what I've been and am training for. I really should have hated you isn't it? I wish I had, then.

Today was one of the best flight I've ever flew! =) hahaha, SORT OF landed on my own.. Really really fun haha.. And thanks to my instructor, I was able to experience G force turns! okay maybe it was like around 2-3G, BUT IT'S FUN! haha.. On to circuits next, going to do my best! and rush for CT-4E if I'm capable for it..

Alrite, time to study for MST ( MOST SUCKY TIME)..

"NO PROBLEM, PREPARE CIRCUITS"