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Went out to watch "Slumdog" today..
was totally taken aback after the show, really surprised me alot.
It's a movie of reflection upon self, maturity and self-enlightenment.
Made me realised how fortunate we are, living all in a stable and secure country.
Saw for my self, the sprit of long-lasting love. Things you would do to any extent for your love.
But i believe that every guy would do the same thing to protect his love.

Learnt some lessons today:
Love is not about possession. Sometimes it's about being mature, being able to let go, and when she's happy, you'll feel happy too. Not easy, sacrifice has never been easy, but there's a right time for everything.

Heard that PB is gonna have a 6 weeks overhaul..
and PA pee fuel.. THAT'S OMG!
Exams JUST ENDED! AND I WANT TO FLY AGAIN! Need to rush up on all my lost time.
Pls pls pls dun let the ct4s spoil... repair repair repair..





Went out with my friends for some fun after exams today, but i did not expect myself to enjoy today soo much..
It was a really really really fun day =) but tiring too haha..

I feel so alive, so wonderful..
Everything felt sooo real..
Needn't have to smile under false pretence =)
Shouted so happily when playing daytona till my chest hurts and throat sore..
drank water chestnut, hopes it helps ^^

Was the first time i felt so happy in years..
truely happy, can't rmb being so happy like that before except in sec sch running around with nick xD haha..
I've released all my worries, everything I've held in my heart..
felt so so awaken..

Though i wish i can live life so happily like today,
but i guess it would not be possible..
just wish i will be able to be so happy again..
=)


Just want to thank you and the rest so much for today..
made me really happy..
though I know my spirits will dampen after today,
but i will keep this happy day in my heart..

becuz i know that at least I have not been living in vain..
just wish God will let me be happy everyday.. =)



It would be as though the past has just been a dream.
DPA camp has just ended, school has just started.
It will be like that.

it was never meant to be forward to other ppl.
it's just supposed to be between us.
it was supposed to.

I won't let myself be hurt by you anymore.
you made me feel like a fool.
as though you have never been serious about all these things,
have you been toying with my feelings?
like it when you destroy my dreams?

Our past, is insignificant to you.
My efforts feel like bullshit to you.
Everything has just been a dream.
some things are not meant to be shared,
especially if it's just meant for you.
rmb this.

I have finally awoken,
from a beautiful dream.
It will be as though it's the first day
in school.



It's only 2230.. and i'm feeling sleepy already.. =/
Tmrw's valentines day, ppl out there happily spending time with their valentines..
But at least I'm going to see the world upside down, feel the G's..
I hate exams man, totally spoil the atmosphere zz..
Oh well.. Still got to persevere on throughout no matter what..
The stress, swallowing me once again.
Enough of the negatives..

Happy Valentines to those out there! Enjoy yourselves out there tmrw.. =)
Worried about exams? Study together, then go out and enjoy at night, take a stroll along the beach and have a romantic dinner =)

To those who are singles, no fret! There's always the FM 98.7 =) You won't get bored from it haha..

Alrite, back to my studying for flight again.. for exams, I need help, but doesn't look like anyone is willing to help me after all.. I just got to take a step one at a time..

This is for you..
Happy Valentines to you =)
I know you want to study tmrw, so I decided not to ask you out.. yet..
Just want you to know, that there will always be someone waiting for you out there..
Ready for you the moment you asked for him..
Shower you with love, waiting for you all the time..
It's no easy feat feeling all these feelings all at a time like this..
But for you, I'll take all it takes, to woo you, to date you, to love you..

Lots of Love,
Someone who loves you more than anything..
I miss you.




Conv 2 today.. did Straight and Level,abit of Climbing and descending.. and turning..
S&L was pretty easy.. I'm sure I will be able to fly accurately after 1 or 2 sorties more.. Did LOADS OF PULLS AND Gs today.. when my new instructor showed me all the different ground features.. Wing over, diving vertically down and then pull up till vertically up.. I swear the G meter went all the way up till 4Gs.. and had a little bit of tunnel vision.. But that's me without flexing my thigh and stomach muscles!

Wondering how's my ex-instructor.. Hope I can get a full account of way happened to him.. Hopefully i can pay him a visit soon.. Recover quick =)



To love you means, to accept you for who and what you are..
To love you alot means, I'm willing to compromise with you on any matters..

as long as you're willing to tell me anything, whether about me or anyone else.. I'll listen to you..
really really want to talk to you... to chat with you..
how have you been?
I have been changing, correcting all my past mistakes that breaks us apart..
if i can only be the perfect one for you..

Loving you alot alot alot..
Love the way u pronounced my name too.. haha... my god silly me..
Let me be the perfect one for you..



DE labtest tmrw.. zz.. rush rush rush...
Haven been flying for like 2-3 weeks =/
Feeling a pretty high level of stress already.. But enduring all the way through..
Exam's in 2 weeks time.. Racing against time, I NEED TO STUDY!

And I hate my gems like crap! totally useless omg.. with stupid equations which doesn't concern me in any ways zz.. Seems like I really do need to retake gems again...
sigh..


You're really beautiful today..
you just totally set my eyes on you..
I rmb that the only time I've ever seen you with ur hair untied is during the camp..
Except then your hair was wet.. Very pretty too =)
Just dunno why you want to reborn your hair =/
I think with a slight curl in your hair, you look completely fascinating..
Missing the scent in your hair..

How I wish.. I will be able to hug you, hold you in my arms and smell your hair again.. Give you the sense of security I've always wanted to give you..